a girl's dream!! no, a woman's dream!:))

For my special one (I know he will not read this, because he don’t like. I keep writing this though.:D)

Almost 4 years we have been in a relationship and I’ve got many experiences, bad and good experiences. Feel so relief because we have successfully passed through all of them. Not really all of them because we still have troubles sometimes and it makes us closer and closer.

I want I am the only one who knows him totally well, no one can understand more than I do. We know each other, we appreciate how we really are as a person with kindness and badness inside. We are still human however. :D
I know we are still young, soo young to think deeper about this relationship. But I have a big dream to have a relationship for 10 years or more before we decide to settle down and have a new family. I think it would be so great!! Because we have grown up and getting mature together in a relationship and after 10 years we have known each other so well and we can make sure that he is the best for me and I am the best for him. Need not be afraid of making wrong decision because we have been together in long long time before.

I really want life like that one. Build strong relationship, it takes long time of course. We would find out strong chemistry while we are fitting each other.

I really wish that it will happen in my life. I don’t need and I don’t want to have a relationship many times and with many men before I decide to get married. I want to have a relationship once and keep it for long time, 10 years or more and get married, and live happy ever after.
Soooo incredible!!

Actually he is my first one, hahaha… hopefully he would be otherwise.

Just keep what we have started and strengthen what we have built. If God says yes, kun faya kun then… the most important thing, we are still afford to hold hands each other, love each other, trust each other, and be loyal each other towards living together.

Hashhhh,,,,, I’m getting mature and start thinking about such an important thing. Start thinks doesn’t mean I want it to happen soon, khan 10 years in relationship before go to KUA… long journey is waiting us to face and pass, get all what we want and focus on our dreams first!!

Be cheerful, because of you!! my spirit, my happiness and sadness in the same time, my heart, but not my everything yet. Hopefully you will be that everything one day. :D